Posts tagged “Loss

The Tale of the Haunter and the Umbreon

Hmm, so it appears that today’s audience likes pain. Well, my cheeky monkeys, i have lots of that! Do you all want to hear a tale? Good! Pull up a seat and pour a drink. This is from a dimension I’m sure a lot of you are familiar with. This one is called…

The Haunter and the Umbreon

A time ago there was a playful Haunter and feisty Umbreon that crossed paths. The built a glorious friendship. Slow at first but then it grew and grew. Secretly they both were quite fond of one another. More so than just friends. However for a time they kept it to themselves. As it happens in most matters of the heart though, it did blossom into a beautiful love affair. So happy the two were.

They were the talk of the wild. Other Pokemon were jealous of what the two had. So much so that they tried to cause problems pretty regularly for the two. For a time though, as bad as things got, they still had each other. They had some of the most amazing adventures. All over, to places you wouldn’t imagine. It was a special thing what the two creatures had. He would always haunt her mind, and she would light his darkness. But that’s not to say it was perfect all the time.

You see both Pokemon had dark pasts. Abusive trainers, bullied by other Pokemon, lied too, and broken. This weighed against things too. Haunter tried to hide his pain through jokes and laughs. Umbreon would get battered down and retract. These types of matters you either rise up and fix it or things fall to pieces. Fall they did…

One day it all became too much. At first it was Haunter that pulled away. In the back of his head he was afraid to go all in. To lend his heart out to another got to much. Umbreon’s life also grew to a fever pitch. The two fell to pieces. To tell the details is far too heartbreaking. Either way it ends in the burn cinders on a beautiful love, burned up before its time. They both went their separate ways. Haunter tried to cut his own path, and Umbreon found another.

All was not right with the Haunter though. He tried to make it look like he was. He may have even believed it. But soon he realized the truth… He lost a very good thing, and it hurts. Now they only thing to light his darkness is a little candle. A little candle that doesn’t light much and he can’t see very far. But it has to do. He used to haunt her, now she would haunt him.

The moral of the story my sweeties, we all have ups and downs and we all go through different things at different times. Sometimes you have to weather a lot, sometimes a little. I’m not saying to keep yourself in a bad, dangerous position. Being beaten or manipulated is no good for anyone involved But if it’s just stress and hard times, you fight for the one you loved. Hard times have a way of clouding the good times. You have to hold onto the good times. You just have to. It’s easy to let go at first, but you will feel the price of that later. Just Try. Romance and love are like fire. Fire burns sometime. You just got to hold onto those worth burning for.

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Sadistically Yours,

Malice Psychotik

 


Forgotten

Yet another bit of poetry…hope you are all enjoying this to a slight degree…

Forgotten

Erased

That is what this feels like

Gone without a trace

Obliterated from the mind

 

Why am I the only one holding on

Holding my past memories so dear

What was once something to calm the storm

Is now a black poison in my veins

 

Everyone else able to continue on

No one looks back and sees what I do

The memories are all but gone

Gone to all, but to me, not forgotten

 

Everyone sees us as separate now

Like two individuals

Instead of one being together

Or perhaps they are just being too polite

 

So why everyone else looks forward

I’ll be the one looking back

Fill the needle up with that tar black ink

I will remember—and We will never be forgotten

 


A Little Poetry from a Darkend Light…

Here are a few smaller poems…just don’t see taking up a whole article for each….

Love to Despair

Love

Warm, Limitless

Soaring, Running, Leaping

Passion, Devotion—Destitute, Disengaged

Crying, Hurting, Falling

Frozen, Halted

Despair

Frozen

Stuck in the blizzard

Body gone numb from the cold

Froze still, No Way Out

 

Hopeless Wanderer

There once was a boy from yonder

A relationship with a girl he did ponder

He asked for her hand

She left her man and–

Around Hell he now wanders

 

My Enemy

Hatred flows from my veins

A poisonous black

Causing my insides Pain

Makings my feelings lack

 

The worst for you I wish

You worthless piece of shit

Nothing but a silver fish

Leaving my life in the pit

 

You took from me life

A thief in the night

She was to be my wife

You knew it and did this in spite

 

For your sins you will pay

This is your destiny

Its coming your day

Karma is coming for My Enemy

 


Lost Without You…

Poetry was once a way I used to cleanse the soul. Well apparently I still have some cleaning to do. So for the next week or two expect poems and stories that aren’t to cheery….sort of doom and gloom…

 

I wish there were words

Words to Explain

The pain that I felt

When it all went away

 

The sorrow that crept in

The devastation that occurred

Like nothing I’ve ever felt

Like no pain I’ve endured

 

I’m so lost without you,

wading through a blinding snow

My life once had true purpose

Now I just don’t know

 

Never would have thought you gave me this

Such a perfect definition

But now that you are gone

I’m waiting to find my life’s direction

 

Which way do I go?

Do I back track or begin anew?

Keep moving at a slower pace

Like I’m neck-deep in glue

 

So lost without you

Cant face the storm

Can’t find a way out

Will this be my new norm?

 

Everyone tells me,

One day it will all make sense

That does me zero good now,

They aren’t stuck like this

 

Lost in a hopeless desert,

An endless sea,

A Fearsome White out

Is whats it’s like when you’re not with me.

 

So lost without you

I hope to regain my way

Do I charter a new course?

Or am I here to stay?

 

I know I was here before,

And something tells me I’ll live after

But when you chase a star and it burns

Now what do you go after?

 

I’m just so lost without you….